I just can’t understand the current situation right now.Everyone seems to busy with theirs own things. I swear I hate to say this but the atmosphere have really change,a lot. Now I usually find myself, thinking about the joyous things we did together. Hoping that things would be the same like last time, which I don’t put hope on now. The feeling of knowing them having a great time with their life out there, is just indescribable while I’m stuck by myself. Maybe the quote, nothing last forever, is true after all, although not wanting to believe it and trying real hard to prove it wrong, I just found myself telling, it’s unfortunately true. Although now, we would meet once in a while, I would just tell myself not to be too grateful as the next minute I will found myself back to square one. I know it’s stupid of me to make time for them,hoping that there will be a plan or something, but I just end up rotting myself at home. Maybe I just need to adapt myself to the changes and find myself a solid ground.I know this will take time but it’s the only thing I could do now.
action speaks louder than words, no promises needed.
